big girls don cry

Haih...its reli hard...i dono wat to do...shud i let u go completely?or shud i hang on for awhile more...the better choice is obvious...juz let u go...but its not as easy as it seems...i dono y u ditched me...u juz said that the feeling is gone...but y?n it still reli hurts...almost every nite i still cry...n tears still appear each time i think of u...i wish...i wish that we cud start all over again...i don wan to lose u...but i cant hv u lk that either...i wish...that it was back at those days where u called almost every nite...to talk...mayb we did rush...no,its not mayb...we definitely rushed...haih...big girls don cry...big girls don cry...i hv to keep repeating it to myself...big girls don cry...