I am too lazy to blog bout so many things...the tot of havin to wite bout all of them soo daunting...haha...so i'm only gonna elaborate slightly bout my trips...1st up is my couz's weddin in Sibu...the hotel was nice...the sarawak ferns were absolutely delicious...this was where i got hooked onto 'wei siao' pasta with actor Nicholas Teo *hanya...* n actress Wang Sing Ling...the show is dam nice n funny...i borrowed the dvd from my niece n i watched finish all 17 episodes...oh,n i bought some cds there n a butterfly clip...i wen to the mamak beside the hotel with my 2 nieces n my sis n we ordered 6 roti canais n the guy there kept lookin at us as if we hv no money to pay lk that so we intentionally sit there for very long then only we payed n left...that idiot...obviously we hv money to pay la...excuse me u din c us comin from the hotel meh...haih...bodohnya...2nd,is my class trip to KK...well,only 9 of us wen...me,phyll,kuan hoe,yih wern,chew fatt,shun jin,mar vin,siang kai n his gf,shiang ting(which is not my classmate)...we sat air asia...i wen to sutera harbour,i ate alot,i slept alot,i wen to yoy to drink those pearl teas type of drinks,i wen to little italy,i wen to Mount Kinabalu,i wen to Poring Hot Springs n soaked in moisturising hot n cold water,i wen jungle trekking to the jambatan gantung,i wen shopping,i drank tiger beer n calsberg n tot it tasted yucky,i wen karaoke n finally sang a few songs,i tidied up the service apartment we were stayin in after the guys drank n gambled n did not clear up,i wen to pulau mamutik,i sat a speed boat,i wen to the beach,i played sand fight,i wore my bikini,i swam in the ocean,i wen parasailing n flyfish,i got bitten by seriously tons of mosquitoes,i got lots of sand in my hair bcuz of kuan hoe n took so long to wash it off,i got sun burned slightly bcuz i din put sun tan lotion bcuz the sun wasnt shining brightly so i din think i wud get sun burned,i ate yucky porridge with lots of ginger that every1 else tot was yummy,i gambled n lost,i drank 3 cans of heineken n did not look drunk bcuz it wudnt make any1 drunk anyw,i wen to a McD at KK,i cam whored,i ate the yummiest chicken wings ever,i spent the most amount of money in my entire life...i miss the food,i miss the beaches,i miss my classmates...Thanks Alicia and Phaedra for being the best tour guides ever n makin the trip a success!!!3rdly,another of my couz's weddin in penang...i wore my supershort purple dress n almost all of my relatives commented...bought the complete 8 seasons of Charmed!!! i'm currently watchin the episodes that i haven watched n after that i'm gonna watch the whole Charmed series all over again...hehe...i love Charmed!!!Yest i wen to the Curve wit phyll...we wen to playboy n i wanted to buy this purple skirt that cost rm178...it looked reli nice to me lo...but phyll n bobo said its not worth it...i ended up buyin a top that cost rm109...phyll wanted to buy it 1st...i got a black 1 n she bought a white 1...we wen to Paddington's House of Pancakes twice...yes,twice...in the same day...we wen there the 1st time for lunch tho i juz had hot peach tea bcuz i ad had my lunch n i was havin period pain...after shopping for awhile we wen to uptown n i bought a purple top...there was a reli nice white top which also had another in black...but it cost 50 bucks n i ad spent so much so i din buy...then we wen back to the curve for dinner...yes,at Paddington's House of Pancakes...i had Amsterdam n phyll had Rome...its sooo cheesy n yummy...but the portion is rather large so we ta pao back...my sis loved it...Photos...photos...
Sutera Harbour...dam nice rite?Alicia is a member there...
the eagle statue thingy at sutera harbour...
the swimming pool area...
the beach at sutera harbour...nice le...
food in little italy...
mine!!! n kwan hoe's hand...
phyll's n her own hand...
kwan hoe's
siang kai's
the pizza we shared...yum...
the funny man thet said phyll's peace sign looks lk a duck...haha...
me,phyll n alicia in little italy...
Kuan Hoe wit tissue in his mouth at Little Italy...
whee!!!the air is so cold at the base station of Mount Kinabalu...but after while i got used to it!!!
me n phyll...
me,phyll,phaedra n alicia...
I'm the fastest to reach the peak!!! wohoo!!! haha... 
the peak of Mount Kinabalu...
wud u believe me if i told u kuan hoe's smokin habit got hold of me too?
me n phyll at the karaoke place...i actually sang a few songs this time...
me,phyll n alicia at the port waiting for the boat to pulau mamutik...
kwan hoe n slyvester...a.k.a. paris hilton n nicole richie...haha...
fishies!!!
more fishies!!!
tons of fishies!!!(actually i'm quite scared of fishes...)
corals!!! lovely corals!!!
me n phyll on the speed boat...c how phyll's hair is bein tossed by the strong wind...
me,phyll n alicia in the speed boat...
me...on the beach in my bikini wit the white thing to cover my tummy...
'mei wen' n phyll parasailing...
chew fatt n alicia parasailing...
shun jin n me parasailing...
phyll n me cam-whoring in phaedra's Naza...
introducing me n phyll's room in the service apartment...
walkin in from the door...
our beds...our bags determine which side we sleep on...mine's on the left n phyll's on the right...
the cupboard...its rather big...
the corner where i put my luggage bag...
the dressing table...messy messy...well,the right side at least...which was my side...haha...=p my reflection can be seen...
Banana,peach n yogurt...yummy drink from Paddington's House of Pancakes...
Me n Phyll in Playboy's fitting room...
posing again...
n again...
Miss Marchs..haha...
the purple skirt from playboy that cost rm178 i wanted to buy...
me n phyll at paddington's wit her new specs...
There's this girl in my coll...lets call her A...she's quite hot la n tall but then rite,she's lk damn weird wan...in tuition she's lk damn nice if u sit beside her but then in coll wen she sees u she will ignore u or look down on u...so wat if she's damn tall...it doesnt give her the right to look down on ppl wat...damn fucking bitch...i try to smile at her right, she act as if she din c u noe...so fine la...as if i need her as a fren...fuck her...n she looks at u up n down analysing wat u r wearin n think she's some kind of superior...fine,i noe i'm not as pretty n hot as u but u don hv to give that kind of treatment...if u don wan to b my fren at all then don b nice to me in tuition...then u'll b a true bitch...mayb on normal days i'll juz ignore u n don give a fuckin damn bout u...but now...wen i hv all these fuckin problems to deal with...y cant u juz fuck off n get out of my life...thank you...
By calling u a selfish bastard i'm also makin myself a selfish bitch...while i can rant n rant bout not havin u...if u ever came back...it prob won b bcuz u reli lk me...it'll prob b bcuz u feel sorry for me...n then by bein wit me u will b the 1 that is not happy...u won get ur freedom...u won get to go dota so often...well...its juz that,comparing wat u'll b feelin if u don get ur way n wat i'll b feelin if i don get my way,mine juz seems far worse...while u can still go n play dota wit ur frens once in awhile n b wit me...i cant don feel hurt once in awhile n not b wit u...bcuz not bein wit u will automatically throw me back into the sea of sadness n depression...n i tried...i tried to get on wit my life...i tried for 5 months...nothing seems to b workin...i've tried spendin time wit u as a fren but it juz makes me feel lk we're together again n thats juz wrong bcuz that's not wat i'm suppose to b doin eventho i lk it...i've tried cryin n cryin till i cant cry over u anymore but the tears juz won stop...i've tried talkin bout it to my frens so many times but i still feel so very hurt n sad...i've tried keepin my mind distracted but each time i relax a lil i'll think of u again n get depressed...each time i c u i juz feel sad that i cant hv u...aaargh...y is life so unfair from my angle...haih...*sob*...big girls don cry...big girls don cry...don cry...
i hate u!!!u selfish bastard!!!all bucz u rather b single u refuse to give in to ur feelings for me!!!so that u can b all happy n play wit ur frens who r way more important than me to u!!!well,do u realise that bcuz of that i cry every single night n hate goin to malls bcuz i'll see all the couples n feel lk my life is not worth livin n i'm juz countin down the days till my life ends n i can nvr b truly happy ever again n i wake up every morning feelin lk i hv no purpose in life n feel so lost without u n torture myself with love stories n memories of us n spend the majority of days lyin in bed juz cryin over u thinkin of us or how we cud hv been n nvr feel beautiful anymore no matter how much make up i put on or wat i wear or even if i reli am lookin ok n feel jealous of ppl in love n keep smearin my eyeliner each time i cry wen i'm out n i nvr succeed in accomplishing anything bcuz i'll stop halfway to start cryin over u n feel so lonely n feel so insecure until i bcum kinda self absorbed n spend so many days moping around juz thinkin of u n wish every single time i hug pooh that it'll turn into u n cling on to every single memory i hv of u n avoid talkin bout u or places we've been or movies that we've watched or anything concerning u n almost considered suiciding n wish that i had powers to make u love me again...dam fuckin shit!!!i miss u...
Haih...its reli hard...i dono wat to do...shud i let u go completely?or shud i hang on for awhile more...the better choice is obvious...juz let u go...but its not as easy as it seems...i dono y u ditched me...u juz said that the feeling is gone...but y?n it still reli hurts...almost every nite i still cry...n tears still appear each time i think of u...i wish...i wish that we cud start all over again...i don wan to lose u...but i cant hv u lk that either...i wish...that it was back at those days where u called almost every nite...to talk...mayb we did rush...no,its not mayb...we definitely rushed...haih...big girls don cry...big girls don cry...i hv to keep repeating it to myself...big girls don cry...
I've nvr been to clubs b4 so on thurs,junie took me n phyll clubbing at maison...phyll came to my hse 1st so we took her car to junie's place...then we change,make up n stuff...junie locked her room door n forgot to take her keys out...haha...luckily the keys from her old apartment cud sumhow open it...haha...her fren,poh jun fetched us to maison...we stopped by McDs for a quick dinner while waiting for junie's other frens...poh jun drives a peugot...i feel that its a damn nice car la...after junie's frens came,we wen to maison...junie's fren was suppose to follow behind poh jun's car but at 1 point poh jun drove soo fast until they cudnt follow...haha...but they end up gettin to maison la...outside maison,junie introduced us to vinci,winnie n a few guys...then we wen in lo...they reli got check IC wan...after searchin around for table we finally found 1...then we ordered 2 jugs of beer to share la...its rm125...isit expensive?i dono cuz i hv no experience...a guy offered me,phyll n vinci each a botle of heiniken..total i drank bout half of it n then 1 mug of beer...i got kinda drunk la...as in i'm consious juz that i cant walk straight properly...haha...dancing was the most fun part la...we wen to maison ma..so we dance on the platform...vinci took of her heels so phyll oso do the same thing...then after awhile my leg pain oso so i oso took of my heels...but so sad...1 person stepped on my toe n until now still pain...T.T lucky no blood...dam freakin hot u noe there...wen i was dancin,sweat was rolling down my face lk it was drizzling...but i think rite,if i keep goin clubbin n dancin i might actually bcum fit...haha...after quite long phyll tired ad so i teman her go back to the table to rest...then i saw joshua there...he din noe dat i'm not wit nic ad so he ask me where is nic so i told him lo...dam blur la he..haha..then he got 1 fren is a chinese guy la n he was wearin a cap...that time i was still feelin freakin hot cuz juz finish dancin so i ask him otmlend me his cap...haha...then i use it to fan myself...damn funny...then rite,he ask us how come we all r still here n not goin to dance...so i told him that phyll is tired ad...then he said u suck...at 1st i wasnt sure wat he said...i ask him to repeat dono how many times ad...then finally he shouted it "U SUCK!!!" haha...its dam funny n dam bad la...imagine kena say by a stranger that u suck...haha... we reached maison around 12.3 n ony left at bout 4am...me n phyll sat in andrew's car...he kena stopped by police n he kena so hv to bribe lo...me n phyll decided to help pay abit la...then we wen to rafi near TBS to yum char...so 5 am ony we wen back to junie's place...we took another hour to get ready to sleep...haha...ppl wake up at 6 we sleep at 6...we were suppose to wake at 9...but end up we woke up at 8...we reached class in time la...we skipped maths to go eat cuz very hungry ad...then wen back for chem...ohya,did i mention?today is the last day of coll for this year!!!yay!!!hols r finally here...but damn it la...hol still got tons of hw n tutorials to do...T.T cannot even reli enjoy...well,dats all for today...i'm feelin a bit dizzy ad...dono whether its bcuz of the alcohol or juz bcuz i'm tired...watever it is...i'm gonna sleep ad...nitez ppl...
Shamus, my 'gong gong'...i usually call him gong...haha...yest me, sin yee, mabel n vicki wen out wit shamus cuz he's goin to aus for hols n ony coming back around jan...so by that time every1 start school or coll or watever ad so very hard to meet up ad...so we met up yest lo...we wen to ming tian to eat...we sat at a tabel under a artificial small roof thing with blue lights...after chattin for lk 1 hr plus, we finally decided to order...haha...we were camwhoring too in the 1st hr...even the food din escape the snaps n flashes...haha...after that we wen to the park near my hse n juz hung out there...sit swing...balance on the see-saw...run around crazily...n cam whore...yes,again...haha...here r some of the pics...
blue lights
clockwise from top: vicki,mabel,sin yee n me
shamus n me
sin yee n me
granpa n his grandaughter...haha...
me, shamus n sin yee
mabel, shamus n me
the 4 of us...me,sin yee,vicki n mabel
ooo...under the blue light the cream looks like its glowing...
the real colour of the ice kacang
after it got all mixed up...haha...
my food-char kuey teow
vicki's food-sarawak noodles
mabel's food-er...no idea wat it's called eventho i was the 1 who asked her to try it...=p
shamus's food-asam laksa
sin yee's food-ramen
tokoyaki!!! 1 box of ham n cheese n 2 boxes of octopus...*yum*!!
vicki a...y u cover ur face? n oh,there goes sin yee's slipper...haha...
me...in a baby's swing...wat la...they took up all the swings ad ma...this was the ony 1 left... >^<
=p i inverted the colours...haha...looks kinda cool to me tho...
me n mabel!!!
erm,us again...haha...
wee!!!
sin yee n me...man,i look fat here...
wohoo!!!i'm on top of the world...well,kinda anyw...haha...
me tryin to get up on the see-saw...
1 leg up...
both legs up...
n i'm up!!!...steadyin...(i look more lk dancing...haha...)
steady...(oh damn...i look soo fat here...)
almost steady...
there!!! finally!!! haha...its not as easy as it seems u noe...try balancing on it after a rain n the pole is rounded k...
haha...gong gong's funny face...
sin yee tryin to balance...
wooo...almost there...too bad she fell b4 i cud snap a pic of her standing perfectly balanced...
mabel n sin yee
haha...she made it to the top!!!haha...swt*
shamus was suppose to push me lk a granpa shud but he refused!!! >^< bad granpa...haha...vicki,u cudnt avoid the camera this time...too bad it isnt a nice shot of u...
vicki a...y u scared of takin photos?
everybody!!! shamus, vicki(coverin her face as usual),mabel n me...well,not every1 since sin yee's takin the photo...ok,that's it ppl...sorry if i jammed ur com or sumthin bcuz of all the pics...haha...ciao!!!
