I fuckin miss u...y the hell do i keep missin u?its been 6 bloody months n i cant get u out of my mind...n its not as if they r no other guys to distract me...there r 3 in fact...but i still fuckin miss u...u werent suppose to mean so much...u reli werent...fuck fuck fuck...i'm gonna die of heart ache...i don wana stop lovin u...but i hv to...but i don wan to...n i'm scared of not lovin u for some reason...fuck...u fucked up my mind...i'm all screwed up...fuckin screwed...