Muax*

I'm so sorry for the faulty format of my blog...my past posts before febuary cannot be viewed properly...i'm not sure y wat is wrong in the template...juz bear wit it k?i'm so sorry...oh,i'm oso reli sorry for not updating my blog!!! I've been so bz n tired recently...i suppose to b studyin rite now...but i juz cant!!! i feel so sien...so i decided to update my blog...i think the next time i update this bloggy will b after trials...which is on the 7th of april (our 1st month anniversary!!!)...hehe...ok,so here goes...

I finally coupled wit guan meng!!! hehe...finally...okla,its not dat long la i waited...lk 3 weeks?i started liking him since feb...wen my mum 1st saw him n kept talkin bout him n sayin all his good stuff...n it juz made me realise dat it is true la...n slowly i started to hv feelings for him...but obviously its not my mum force me to lk him la...its juz dat she started it lo...he ad noe wan dat i lk him...cuz i made it so freakin obvious...i keep askin him to teman me n stuff lk dat la...so he noes la...but actually he's unsure...he lks me...but not reli alot la...wat he feels most is he lk me as a sis...but he also lks me lk a gf...but he say,if he says dat he duwan to couple wit me,it wud b a lie...so gary oso say juz try la...so we try la...i mean even if it doesnt work out in the end,we can still b best frens ma...so its not dat bad la...

I din think dat he wud b sweet n all...but he is la...he called me at nite,but i din pick up cuz i left my hp in the toilet...so by the time i reached my phone it was ad a miss call...then he msged me after dat...askin me y i din answer my phone,and dat he wans to hear my voice...I can juz about melt at dat instant...haha...i juz din expect him to b sweet i guess...cuz he has been my good fren all along and now he is my bf...yes,i do like him alot but i juz din imagine him this way..but its reli nice...i'm not complaining...haha...

Gary said dat we wud progress very slowly bcuz guan meng is a slow kind of guy...he said,1st month hold hands,2nd month hug n 3rd month kiss is ad too fast...i was lk wat?! omg,i'm gonna b bored to death...but later on i asked guan meng...he was lk no!!! dats too slow ad...haha...thank goodness...we held hands on the 3rd day n then i hv been goin to his hse to study after col...so obviously i'll b tired...so i oso got take naps there...and so he hugged me to sleep on the 7th day...it somehow feels lk my dreams r coming true...i've alwiz wanted to sleep wit my bf very badly...sleep as in juz go to sleep la...juz sleep on the same bed la...nothing sexual...n now i'm ad havin it...n juz yest nite,he ask me to hv dinner wit him...do u noe dat this is the 1st time dat any of my bf ask me out for dinner? none of my ex did dat...so its lk,i'm very happy la...altho we juz wen to McD n i hv to pay for it myself,its still fun...i can reli b myself around him...i don hv to care if my hair is messy...if i eat till quite messy...if my make up smears...i juz feel so relax and at ease...i seriously trust him alot oso...wen we were eating i gave him this long list of 22 questions dat i came up wit the nite b4...so he answered all of them la...wen he came to the question askin him y he lks me...he was lk,i'm not good at writing essays...then i told him,its not an essay ques...its a structured ques...haha...then he ask me how many marks...haha...3 i replied...haha...then he answered la...after dinner he wanted to take me to place which he claims to b reli nice.,..but the road leading there was blocked...so we juz wen round the places near his area...then he tested me on how much i still rmb bout manual driving...haha...cuz i'm driving an auto now...so he ask me to change the gear for him...he was lk change to gear 3,change to gear 2...quickly change from gear 3 to gear 1...haha...then we wen to the park near his hse cuz i wanted to sit swing...but the swing there not nice wan...so shaky n the seat is soo low...the park near my hse is better...haha...then we walked round the park hand in hand juz talkin...it was reli fun la...reli the most fun date ever...but we had to go home early cuz trials r comin n his parents will b mad at him if we don go home soon...so we left at 10.20pm...so early rite? n he cant even go on9 now...but wat to do...hopefully after trials things will b better...well,dats all for now...

if u r reading this,juz wan u to noe dat i'm missing u like crazy...thanks alot for last nite...and hope to c u soon...take care!!! muax*