Sometimes i feel lk an idiot...still havin feelings for my ex...its useless thinking of him ad...plus he treated quite badly...so its lk i shudnt still lk him for wat he did to me...but...i still do...haih...hope it goes away faster...i don wan still b wanting him...hmmm,i said i won trust him ad...but i'm quite sure if he ask me again...i will give him another try...haih...trials n finals coming soon summore...must concentrate on studyin...i noe i can do well if i study wan...but then i'm lazy...no motivation ad..ppl alwiz say that gettin into relationships will make u neglect ur studies rite?but for me it won...it makes me study harder....wan to beat my bf in exams n stuff lk that...or wan to score well so i can get into a colleg in the same country...sumtin la...but it motivates me to study...now its lk there's nothing...nothing left to look forward to...hmmm,well,life has to go on...so i hv to try to find the silver lining in every situation...i'm sorry to all my readers for alwiz complaining bout my love life...juz need sumwhere to release all the emotions...

Well,i almost missed yest charmed!!! i missed 15mins of it...so sad...but for all those who watched,baby chris's face was so cute when they wicken him!!! baby wyatt too when leo n piper were persuading him to stop thinking that it's his fault...they're both so cute!!! oh,not to mention leslie too...haha...phoebe was lk so funny when she was acting lk a kid...she called him 28 times in 2 hrs!!haha...dam funny...n the reason she gave was so funny...her redail button spoil...haha...well anyw,gtg ad...hv to sleep...tmr morning hv to study for math test later...nitez...